Many years ago, I read Matevž first book, "Patagonija - Smisel in spoznanje" (Patagonia - Sense and Realization) where he writes about his climbing in Patogonia. After 26 years he is there again, looking on these mountains from different perspective. Let me share some of his thoughts from his book here. They were taken from a book many years ago, but still very alive today.
“One who risks most, craves the most for life.”
“The art of every act is in its beginning.”
“For me the goal is always this, that man for a thing for which he lives, always tries to squeeze from himself every single trace of will and power. The goal should never be determined in advances, as it is sometimes not accessible. The will to reach it is too hard, too strong. Then the man can give from himself more than he is capable, the thin line of life become very very thin. Usually the best way is to grow the eager to do something, but for goal we set our own strength and capabilities.“
“But to climb first is very beautiful. The thoughts and desires of researchers keep you moving on, the consciousness, that nobody was there before you, that every new meter is the mystery for itself. You have the feeling of great satisfaction.”
"Man with his way of live determines the time. What is the difference between shallow life of one year and one night like this, where you are aware of yourself, every single second of your life. You are aware that you exist and you know that you might not exist forever and that quite soon you might stop existing."
“Nothing in this world is greater than the joy of expectation. Everywhere, with every single desire is the same. You wish something very strongly, in great haste you expect it, well, in fact you only wish for expectation. The realization of the wish means the end of the secret passion.”
“If I would know all my life so well, what I want, which of the many paths is the right one, as I know this on the beginning of the travel or climbing, then my heart would always be so light and happy.”
“Everything ends like in dreams; this is the reason why it is worth living it.
I wonder if Matevž flying around these big mountains like Fitz Roy and Cerro Torre ever thinks about what he wrote 20 and more years ago? I am sure some memories pass through his thoughts.
Petra, GLWF
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